weddingness

t-minus under 2 months until i become a wife. it's crazy because i am actually getting excited. nothing too extreme. it still doesn't really feel like it, but a tad closer to reality. 

i don't have too much more to do. which is fine. but i am excited for all of the stuff that's coming in: such as bracelets, naked peggies, rings, etc.

i think i'm getting a shawl. which is probably the best so far. :)

i am a senior? no?

i've been at school now for 3 days. it has clicked that i am officially a senior. i should be very excited about this. however, i am not. even though this should technically be my last year of college--sadly, it really isn't.

lucky me!! i get to play senior twice. let this be a lesson for those who change majors: KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO 

but then again, this just shows NO ONE REALLY KNOWS what they want to be when they "grow up". many still don't who are "grown up".

all in all, i like where i am in my life. sometimes, i forget not to try and "grow up" so fast. many days i wish i were still a kid. oh, to dream. :)

updates

today was the last day of summer. i celebrated by eating out for both lunch and dinner. went our for my friend's birthday. had good wine and company, so it was all worth it. 

we are all moved into our new home. well, pretty much. fyi: moving sucks. i'm sure everyone knows this. 

i start school tomorrow and am so nervous. i don't know why. it's not my official first day, i've done this before, but feel so unprepared. maybe because, i don't have my books, and my bag isn't packed? i'm sure there are other reasons...

i should be going to bed soon. i think i will do that now. good night.

bridezillas

bridezillas are too complex. that is all.

i must be a twin

i'm convinced i have copies of myself existing many places in this city. for the second time this week someone has told me they saw me this other day with so and so. this is false. 

one man at work today thought i was lying to him when i told him i had no idea what he was talking about. weird people.

if i have a twin out there, please come find me. there have been many opportunities where i've needed you. and i'm sure they will be plenty more. so if you're out there...seek me out. i won't bite.

fell off the blog world?

man, you'd think i was kidnapped by space aliens?!

i disappeared, but come back in new form. now that i've been properly medicated, i believe my thyroid is now under control. basically i've been sleeping for the last month and a  half, but i've reinvented myself and am alive again.

summer is almost half over and there is still much to do. been trying to plan for my upcoming wedding, buy seem to find procrastinating much easier. 

i figured out that coffee doesn't keep your body going, eventually sleeping is needed. my dog still doesn't comprehend the game Fetch. she's hopeless. 

thinking about selling everything that lives in my hall closet. it seems to hibernate year-round, so if i can trade it all for cash, why not?

need to start painting and collaging again before summer comes to a close. 

i think the fourth of july will be good this year.

finals: SUCK

over the past few days, i've come to the conclusion that i have horrible studying skills. wait, horrible is being generous if i even have any at all.

all of my tests this semester were awful. i hope i passed everything and won't have to attend school for an extra year.

i think i am more nervous now after i am done that before. 

*cross my fingers that i pass*

if school doesn't work out, i guess there is always prostitution.