i am a senior? no?

i've been at school now for 3 days. it has clicked that i am officially a senior. i should be very excited about this. however, i am not. even though this should technically be my last year of college--sadly, it really isn't.

lucky me!! i get to play senior twice. let this be a lesson for those who change majors: KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO 

but then again, this just shows NO ONE REALLY KNOWS what they want to be when they "grow up". many still don't who are "grown up".

all in all, i like where i am in my life. sometimes, i forget not to try and "grow up" so fast. many days i wish i were still a kid. oh, to dream. :)