i am a senior? no?

i've been at school now for 3 days. it has clicked that i am officially a senior. i should be very excited about this. however, i am not. even though this should technically be my last year of college--sadly, it really isn't.

lucky me!! i get to play senior twice. let this be a lesson for those who change majors: KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO 

but then again, this just shows NO ONE REALLY KNOWS what they want to be when they "grow up". many still don't who are "grown up".

all in all, i like where i am in my life. sometimes, i forget not to try and "grow up" so fast. many days i wish i were still a kid. oh, to dream. :)

updates

today was the last day of summer. i celebrated by eating out for both lunch and dinner. went our for my friend's birthday. had good wine and company, so it was all worth it. 

we are all moved into our new home. well, pretty much. fyi: moving sucks. i'm sure everyone knows this. 

i start school tomorrow and am so nervous. i don't know why. it's not my official first day, i've done this before, but feel so unprepared. maybe because, i don't have my books, and my bag isn't packed? i'm sure there are other reasons...

i should be going to bed soon. i think i will do that now. good night.