weddingness

t-minus under 2 months until i become a wife. it's crazy because i am actually getting excited. nothing too extreme. it still doesn't really feel like it, but a tad closer to reality. 

i don't have too much more to do. which is fine. but i am excited for all of the stuff that's coming in: such as bracelets, naked peggies, rings, etc.

i think i'm getting a shawl. which is probably the best so far. :)

i am a senior? no?

i've been at school now for 3 days. it has clicked that i am officially a senior. i should be very excited about this. however, i am not. even though this should technically be my last year of college--sadly, it really isn't.

lucky me!! i get to play senior twice. let this be a lesson for those who change majors: KNOW WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO 

but then again, this just shows NO ONE REALLY KNOWS what they want to be when they "grow up". many still don't who are "grown up".

all in all, i like where i am in my life. sometimes, i forget not to try and "grow up" so fast. many days i wish i were still a kid. oh, to dream. :)

updates

today was the last day of summer. i celebrated by eating out for both lunch and dinner. went our for my friend's birthday. had good wine and company, so it was all worth it. 

we are all moved into our new home. well, pretty much. fyi: moving sucks. i'm sure everyone knows this. 

i start school tomorrow and am so nervous. i don't know why. it's not my official first day, i've done this before, but feel so unprepared. maybe because, i don't have my books, and my bag isn't packed? i'm sure there are other reasons...

i should be going to bed soon. i think i will do that now. good night.

bridezillas

bridezillas are too complex. that is all.

i must be a twin

i'm convinced i have copies of myself existing many places in this city. for the second time this week someone has told me they saw me this other day with so and so. this is false. 

one man at work today thought i was lying to him when i told him i had no idea what he was talking about. weird people.

if i have a twin out there, please come find me. there have been many opportunities where i've needed you. and i'm sure they will be plenty more. so if you're out there...seek me out. i won't bite.

fell off the blog world?

man, you'd think i was kidnapped by space aliens?!

i disappeared, but come back in new form. now that i've been properly medicated, i believe my thyroid is now under control. basically i've been sleeping for the last month and a  half, but i've reinvented myself and am alive again.

summer is almost half over and there is still much to do. been trying to plan for my upcoming wedding, buy seem to find procrastinating much easier. 

i figured out that coffee doesn't keep your body going, eventually sleeping is needed. my dog still doesn't comprehend the game Fetch. she's hopeless. 

thinking about selling everything that lives in my hall closet. it seems to hibernate year-round, so if i can trade it all for cash, why not?

need to start painting and collaging again before summer comes to a close. 

i think the fourth of july will be good this year.

finals: SUCK

over the past few days, i've come to the conclusion that i have horrible studying skills. wait, horrible is being generous if i even have any at all.

all of my tests this semester were awful. i hope i passed everything and won't have to attend school for an extra year.

i think i am more nervous now after i am done that before. 

*cross my fingers that i pass*

if school doesn't work out, i guess there is always prostitution.

veisha ppl watching

enormous amounts of cleavage and heels filled the air of campus town this evening. followed by the continuous carrying of Keystone 24 packs to destinations of many. ppl watching the veisha crowds pass by was excellent entertaining for the evening, while enjoying a delicious meal at the stomping grounds with good friends, bob and deb.

apparently, some girls still think "man magnets" consist of wearing magenta leggings and standing on corners. one could predict only about 1/10% of the I.S.U man population maybe slightly interested in these females. although, even that number is doubtful.

bk lounge meets square booties

the bk lounge has a new commercial out. been on for a bit now, actually. 

super creepy. it's basically a hip hop meets sponge bob video. i like how they are associating booties with burgers. now children will see butts every time they think about getting a sandwich. great burger king, way to corrupt young minds even more. thumbs up to you.

mullets and their come back...or their never leave scenario

i think mullets are classic. they are something people will always have no matter if you they are 9 or 99. 

i have witnessed more mullets in a 24 hours time period than ever before. as soon as i stepped through the doors at work it was MULLET MANIA. 

mullets were the hot topic of the day EVERYWHERE. 

not gunna lie, i had one last spring/summer. i guess i thought it was pretty bad ass. some people can pull them off quite nicely. i happen to think i am one of them. fyi: it wasn't a full blown long mullet. more like short hair/mullet-esk.

my boyfriend was quite disgusted by it. had to put it up in a pony when we went out. (he was in denial of my coolness. )

currently watching: dog, the bounty hunter. besides the bounties, woman with a mullet. what a surprise?!

Mullets: Everywhere you go, Everywhere you turn. THEY will find you.

 

grades are over-rated

i don't think i've gone one day where ever i've been and haven't heard some one mention grades. i can't take it anymore. my head hurts.

SHUT UP ALREADY!!!! 

why are people so grade conscious? i know that is one area highly thought of and respected. but seriously, there are way more important areas in a person that should be more noticed. 

i think people need to stop worrying so much and look at the more important aspects. like personality, humility, etc. if people looked for the positive qualities in others and not so much o smartness (book smarts, that is) many more people would become noticed. 

okay people, we need to expand our outlook on others and drop the books.

Orchid Owner

Hooray for Friday the 13th! Because of this day, I now have an orchid. And it's BEAUTIFUL. :)

Day light savings time, you bitch.

Dear day light savings time:

I hate you. 

Every since you creeped up yesterday, my life has remained spinning. I look at the clock and many hours have flown past. Usually I do not mind this. But for the last couple days, I am not a fan. You need to go away and give me back my hour. Until fall, I will remain mad at you.

Wow, I fall under the category of a pet owner?!?!

I now understand why people obsess over their pets, especially dogs. They are curious creatures. Coco arrived Monday night, courtesy of my boyfriend. I was very leery at first, but she is amazing. I think I love her. 

As this relationship progresses, I will write more.

Keeping in touch

Today is almost up. I have come to realize there are never enough hours in the day to do it all. Some how we should add more. Many people may feel this to be unnecessary, other may agree?? 

I chatted with my cousin in the Philippines tonight, for quite some time actually. It might have been the longest I've ever been in communication with her. Solely internet communication, specifically Facebook. 

Chatting with her makes me feel so grateful. Her life is so simple, yet hard. It makes me realize how lucky I am to have what I do. 

I really hope for the best for everyone there. They work so hard for the little they receive in return. Many times I wish I could magically make life easy for them like it is here in America. 

Her politeness and manners many times makes me feel like a sailor. (I need to work on that within myself.) 

She plans on moving to Florida at some point this year. Marrying someone who I don't necessarily approve of, but have no control over. I know he will give her a better life, but the situation still worries me. It must be an instinctual feeling. 

I really hope the best for her and will continue to be in touch. I hope we will talk more as time progresses. I also hope to see her very soon.

Obamanation!

Wow! What a day! Good bye George, Hello Barack!

Today was such an amazing day to watch. I am so excited for what the future holds. History has been made and change is here. :D

Days Off Can Be Tricky

I have come to realize that days off can be tricky. One can either choose to take them and accomplish tasks or choose to sluff off and do nothing. Today: I have chosen both. This morning enjoying the countdown to the inauguration and interneting. Went home for the weekend and refuse to use dial-up, unless emergencies promote to do so. 

So now, as I am off to a late start to task-accomplishing: I will begin, SERIOUSLY.